fun times afw things about that..

Fun days fun times, Every day I thank God for the most amazing things and people in my life. I can start all the way from my coolest niece Amy who is my true homegal no matta what, that gal has got my back, and my cooler than cool roommate who I’m sure feels like she is back in campus (though she cleared like aaaageees ago ) from all the drama we experience together. All the way to my home boy that we have been thru soo many ups and downs together and still remain the closest bestest friends, good luck and all the best in his relationship now that he is married and I am still a fish in a not very big sea. I am slowly sinking under or being swallowed into nothingness as the days draw nearer and nearer. It has been such a cool year and I kind of realize that I am growing up like in split seconds just the other day I would crumble very easily over any little thing that would bite my ass n now im kicking ass like madddddddddddd.

I have taught myself so much, ironically enough. U knows the way the world would teach u enough lessons to last you a life time?? I guess it is complete opposite for me. I tend to throw myself into deep pits (kind of like the one Joseph and his multicolored coat was thrown in, and this time not in Egypt or anything like that). Usually you know when something can totally destroy you and that you should go the opposite direction from it but you still take time to actually experiment in it, I am that kind of person, hard headed to the core (I’m pretty sure this comes from my mother as much as she might deny this fact but it is true) and for me this is the best way I know for anyone to actually accept their mistakes, for them to really get themselves in and out upon their own actualization. It has been proven. Living proof right here.

Do you ever wonder how you will raise your kids?? I asked my best friend this yesterday, and all he said was that he will just make it fun such that the kids always want to hang out with the family. Practical. But do you always want to hang out with people that just make it fun, or people who you can mainly connect with on a different level due to the fact that you are more or less experiencing the same things and you are all In kind of the same bracket?? I’m jus wondering because this was my food for the soul this week wondering what kind of a person I am and what things I treasure the most…(what do u treasure?? Value??) It’s interesting the number of things that will pop into your head up until you have to narrow it down to life and death situations and all the other factors that go along with that like family, food alcohol or sex.

I really don’t have straight answers for any of the things I wrote on here today or asked, I’m still trying to figure them out as I glide through these rushing days on my rollerblades that have turbo installed in. Hopefully I will get to the bottom of figuring myself out before anyone else does (or are claiming to these days!! SHAME ON YOUZ!!!!! Yea I said YOUZ)
This is the part where I sign out without any quotes or famous sayings and all that, soo don’t expect any. I’m not that widely read. The end.